MAD as a hornet!!

Well, today was the day for "our" monthly crop with the sistahs!! and Sean had to much to do to "watch" the kids for me... and my mom was not feeling well.. and my mother in law had plans of her own...sooo needless to say... I didn't get to go... I have been in a bad mood all day... not saying to much to husband... and the kicker is..... MY mother in law called about 5:15 wanting to get the kids.. how nice... too late to go scrapbooking now.... I dont think I have been this mad at sean in a long time.... I cant get passed this feeling of being utterly dissappointed....

pray for me.
I don't like
feeling this
way.

my kids have
done nothing
all day...

except wonder why
I am mad.

poor things.

I guess I will
go for now
and do some freaking
laundry!

since today has
been

I forgot to mention

I got another new PHONE!!!! it is an awesone tool.... it is the HTC TOUCH 6900 it works much like the Iphone... it has an organier and it is a mini computer... with word and excel....not that I would ever use it... but... i love it.... my wonderful husband finally gave in and let me buy iy...sooo holla!!!!

Maddie is 19 today!

I can't believe it.... my baby is 19..... it doesn't seem that long ago that she came into this world...so tiny and cute.... she had hair that looked like howard the duck..... does anyone know who that is??????? So Maddie-girl...if you are reading this... Happy Birthday baby .... I love you tons..... and I am so proud of you... hugs...


I have been very busy getting the kids ready to go back to school. Buying uniforms and supplies for 4 kids is time consuming....

Randi is going into the 6th grade
Brynli is going to the 1st grade
Kyli- Addison is going into Kindergarten
and
Cole is going into the 9th grade... ( afreshman in high school...ahhhh)

and last but not least...

Me... I am entering my second year in college... I am excited and a bit nervous...but looking forward to getting back into school.

My mom's mobile home has still not been delivered... yes... I am mad.... hopefully it will be this week... as it has beem promised the second week of july... this has taken alot longer than I expected... just pray that it will behere so we can finish getting things done for my mom ..............


I will post pics tomorrow.. I have laundry waiting on me......................

hugs to yall

My phone is working again...

yes.. indeed... they have fixed the phone problem.... I don't know what I ever did without a cell phone... I was going insane without it.... but alas... it is fixed.... I still have not gone to get my pearl yet. why you ask? because I just mostly want to sit in my jammies all day long... so maybe today I will get to the phone place.

I have started my school clothes shopping this week... I am done with brynli and kyli.... still have randi to do... she is soo hard to by for... I am going to have to buy her some pants and have them altered just so the poor girl has something to wear. ( she is fixing to be 11 years old on monday and she wears a lil girls size 8 in the waist... and sooo long legged.... ) this is the hard part.

I thought I had a dr appt today.. notice I said thought.... well I got a reminder call ...it is for tomorrow... ( I am such a dork)
s0... I guess I will take a nap and get up and maybe go later on to get randi some school clothes..

the mobile home company called today... they are coming tomorrow to let us know what we need to do to get my moms house in the back portion of our land.... wooo hooo... I am excited about that, finally... it has been a long process. but in the end... it will surely be worth the wait.

I guess that is it for now...

AHHHHHH!!!!!

So today... it started raining... and all of a sudden..no phone service! none!!! no service!! I called cellular south... and they said something happened and they were fixing the problem and it should be taken care of in about 10 minutes or so.... an hour later...still .. no phone.... I called them back.... and guess what! no one was there to fix the situation and they were sorry for the inconvenience. I was mad as ahornet... no phone... ugg!!! sooo anyway.... if you have tried to call me.... sorry.... maybe tomorrow...

on another note...

I am getting the black berry pearl tommorrow!! yea me... my hubby finally gave in... ( wink wink)

new pics.... and an update

This is a pic of the kids minus maddie... ( she went back to her house in mississippi) I told ya'll cole has grown so much.... I am snapping as many pictures as he will let me, because once he goes back to colorado... I wont get any... picture taking is evidently not their thing. the next one is a silly faced picture... arent those kids funny?


and now for the update:

I am doing better.
I go to the doctor today
for my
check up.
I am glad to be feeling
like myself again.
my mom's mobile home is
set to be delivered
the 2nd week of july.
woo hoo!!!
not much longer.
did I tell you I
was excited?
It has defianetly been a
long time coming.

I am supposed to be
scrappin with the
SISTAHS on saturday.
I say "supposed" to be
because, as of yesterday
my mom was feeling
under the weather.
so I dont know if I will
have a sitter tomorrow
or not. I am keeping my fingers
crossed.

well that is all for now
I am off to get
a shower. so I can
get on the road..
I have to get some
ink for my printer.
so I can print some picture.


later

Yall have a great weekend!

feeling better....

here is a few pics of my kids at my daddys family reunion... they were eating cookies... and having a good time...

now for the update:

I am feeling much better... I am not as sore today... as I have been. However, getting showered and dressed to go to work ( with a chaffeur of course) does make me extremely tired. I can't wait to be completely healed. Just so I can get back to my normal life...

I must say my family has really stepped up and helped out in so many ways. I am so proud of all of them.

Cole has finally come home... he has been home almost a week now.. Chaz is so mesmorized by cole.. he and cole have been playing and rough-housing all day long... it is so much fun to watch him... also, cole brought home a suitcase full of his old toys that he used to play with at his grandma's when he was a lttle boy... soo chaz is in toy heaven.. enjoying them just as cole did. Even the girls have all just picked up where they left off...

Cole has grown so much and changed in so many ways... I can defiantely say that I missed him. He is as tall as me now.. and even though he lives in colorado.. he is dark as can be...( I don't know how he got that nice pigment..lol) he is really turnign into a handsome young man. He will soon be 15 years old!! holy moly... just about old enough to drive... Yikes!! he passed to the 9th grade... he will be a freshman in high school in the fall... I am getting old!! sometimes... I wish I could start over with him... I feel like I have let him down... in so many ways. I know I have... I can't take anything back though... only move forward and let him know that i did what I thought was best for him... all of the time....

My experience with Cole has made me now more than ever... aware that I don't want to ever raise my kids alone... The difference between cole and maddie..... and the kids sean and I have together... is very apparent... cole and maddie seem to be in the middle of a tug of war... well... not so much maddie anymore because she is almost 19 but cole for sure, I think he is afraid to believe in me... because It may hurt his dad. but one day... one day... he will be able to see everything.. though his own eyes and know without a doubt... I love him...

anway.. enough serious stuff... I will post pics that I have taken soon... I can only get enought energy to do alittle at a time.

welll it is official... RAndi has her own phone.. unlimited minutes and texting.... her daddy was feeling a little generous today... she is tickled .....and the plumber decide he would come home with a blackberry!!! for himself!!! I was not happy since that is the phone I have been wanting for like.. years now... but anyway... I think I am gonna save up and get a black berry pearl... it is smaller...

well I guess I am out for now... tomorrow is a big day... i am going to drive myself across mobile to grandbay to take my little girls to gmaws house and then to take randi to tumbling.... soooo I will post again tomorrow with somme pictrues of cole