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Thursday, June 12, 2008

feeling better....



here is a few pics of my kids at my daddys family reunion... they were eating cookies... and having a good time...

now for the update:

I am feeling much better... I am not as sore today... as I have been. However, getting showered and dressed to go to work ( with a chaffeur of course) does make me extremely tired. I can't wait to be completely healed. Just so I can get back to my normal life...

I must say my family has really stepped up and helped out in so many ways. I am so proud of all of them.

Cole has finally come home... he has been home almost a week now.. Chaz is so mesmorized by cole.. he and cole have been playing and rough-housing all day long... it is so much fun to watch him... also, cole brought home a suitcase full of his old toys that he used to play with at his grandma's when he was a lttle boy... soo chaz is in toy heaven.. enjoying them just as cole did. Even the girls have all just picked up where they left off...

Cole has grown so much and changed in so many ways... I can defiantely say that I missed him. He is as tall as me now.. and even though he lives in colorado.. he is dark as can be...( I don't know how he got that nice pigment..lol) he is really turnign into a handsome young man. He will soon be 15 years old!! holy moly... just about old enough to drive... Yikes!! he passed to the 9th grade... he will be a freshman in high school in the fall... I am getting old!! sometimes... I wish I could start over with him... I feel like I have let him down... in so many ways. I know I have... I can't take anything back though... only move forward and let him know that i did what I thought was best for him... all of the time....

My experience with Cole has made me now more than ever... aware that I don't want to ever raise my kids alone... The difference between cole and maddie..... and the kids sean and I have together... is very apparent... cole and maddie seem to be in the middle of a tug of war... well... not so much maddie anymore because she is almost 19 but cole for sure, I think he is afraid to believe in me... because It may hurt his dad. but one day... one day... he will be able to see everything.. though his own eyes and know without a doubt... I love him...

anway.. enough serious stuff... I will post pics that I have taken soon... I can only get enought energy to do alittle at a time.

welll it is official... RAndi has her own phone.. unlimited minutes and texting.... her daddy was feeling a little generous today... she is tickled .....and the plumber decide he would come home with a blackberry!!! for himself!!! I was not happy since that is the phone I have been wanting for like.. years now... but anyway... I think I am gonna save up and get a black berry pearl... it is smaller...

well I guess I am out for now... tomorrow is a big day... i am going to drive myself across mobile to grandbay to take my little girls to gmaws house and then to take randi to tumbling.... soooo I will post again tomorrow with somme pictrues of cole

4 comments:

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Lisa said...

glad you are feeling better!! did you ever have a c-section? i did with my cole and remember that soreness that just makes those little things like getting ready such a pain. sounds like things are getting back to normal though and that's always good!!

Scrappinwendi said...

You know that being a child of divorce myself, it took me a long time to figure out stuff for myself. And I know that Cole will figure it out. You are a good Mom and dont you forget that! Dont do too much because I want to see your smiling face at the crop (just call me selfish LOL)

Suzanne said...

glad you're feeling better Kelly. Don't over do it. I had a c section with my little one...I was sore, but had pain meds of course to curb the pain...that coupled with the determentation of getting my mil out of my house helped a lot!!