AHHHHHH!!!!!

So today... it started raining... and all of a sudden..no phone service! none!!! no service!! I called cellular south... and they said something happened and they were fixing the problem and it should be taken care of in about 10 minutes or so.... an hour later...still .. no phone.... I called them back.... and guess what! no one was there to fix the situation and they were sorry for the inconvenience. I was mad as ahornet... no phone... ugg!!! sooo anyway.... if you have tried to call me.... sorry.... maybe tomorrow...

on another note...

I am getting the black berry pearl tommorrow!! yea me... my hubby finally gave in... ( wink wink)

new pics.... and an update

This is a pic of the kids minus maddie... ( she went back to her house in mississippi) I told ya'll cole has grown so much.... I am snapping as many pictures as he will let me, because once he goes back to colorado... I wont get any... picture taking is evidently not their thing. the next one is a silly faced picture... arent those kids funny?


and now for the update:

I am doing better.
I go to the doctor today
for my
check up.
I am glad to be feeling
like myself again.
my mom's mobile home is
set to be delivered
the 2nd week of july.
woo hoo!!!
not much longer.
did I tell you I
was excited?
It has defianetly been a
long time coming.

I am supposed to be
scrappin with the
SISTAHS on saturday.
I say "supposed" to be
because, as of yesterday
my mom was feeling
under the weather.
so I dont know if I will
have a sitter tomorrow
or not. I am keeping my fingers
crossed.

well that is all for now
I am off to get
a shower. so I can
get on the road..
I have to get some
ink for my printer.
so I can print some picture.


later

Yall have a great weekend!

feeling better....

here is a few pics of my kids at my daddys family reunion... they were eating cookies... and having a good time...

now for the update:

I am feeling much better... I am not as sore today... as I have been. However, getting showered and dressed to go to work ( with a chaffeur of course) does make me extremely tired. I can't wait to be completely healed. Just so I can get back to my normal life...

I must say my family has really stepped up and helped out in so many ways. I am so proud of all of them.

Cole has finally come home... he has been home almost a week now.. Chaz is so mesmorized by cole.. he and cole have been playing and rough-housing all day long... it is so much fun to watch him... also, cole brought home a suitcase full of his old toys that he used to play with at his grandma's when he was a lttle boy... soo chaz is in toy heaven.. enjoying them just as cole did. Even the girls have all just picked up where they left off...

Cole has grown so much and changed in so many ways... I can defiantely say that I missed him. He is as tall as me now.. and even though he lives in colorado.. he is dark as can be...( I don't know how he got that nice pigment..lol) he is really turnign into a handsome young man. He will soon be 15 years old!! holy moly... just about old enough to drive... Yikes!! he passed to the 9th grade... he will be a freshman in high school in the fall... I am getting old!! sometimes... I wish I could start over with him... I feel like I have let him down... in so many ways. I know I have... I can't take anything back though... only move forward and let him know that i did what I thought was best for him... all of the time....

My experience with Cole has made me now more than ever... aware that I don't want to ever raise my kids alone... The difference between cole and maddie..... and the kids sean and I have together... is very apparent... cole and maddie seem to be in the middle of a tug of war... well... not so much maddie anymore because she is almost 19 but cole for sure, I think he is afraid to believe in me... because It may hurt his dad. but one day... one day... he will be able to see everything.. though his own eyes and know without a doubt... I love him...

anway.. enough serious stuff... I will post pics that I have taken soon... I can only get enought energy to do alittle at a time.

welll it is official... RAndi has her own phone.. unlimited minutes and texting.... her daddy was feeling a little generous today... she is tickled .....and the plumber decide he would come home with a blackberry!!! for himself!!! I was not happy since that is the phone I have been wanting for like.. years now... but anyway... I think I am gonna save up and get a black berry pearl... it is smaller...

well I guess I am out for now... tomorrow is a big day... i am going to drive myself across mobile to grandbay to take my little girls to gmaws house and then to take randi to tumbling.... soooo I will post again tomorrow with somme pictrues of cole

Recuperating

Surgery went well.....and I do have to say that once the pain was under control, I felt good...... getting the pain under control was challenging... to say the least... it appears that I am allergic to ALL pain medicine... it makes me itch like crazy and when i say there is nothing more miserable than itiching after surgery.
That is what I mean. soo I came home and took 1 pain pill... got tired of itiching and started taking aleve liqid gels... and that is all I have needed. I am taking it easy and not doing to much of nothing.... I am however, playing on my new cricut... i just love that thing. THANKS HONEY!

Yall have a great day.

Tomorrow is the big day....

I am heading to the hospital in the morning for a much needed hysterectomy.... Please pray for me and Dr. STella and the other people that will be assisting and taking care of me... Pray for a speedy and quick recovery....

I will be at providence hospital .... with bells on... waiting for my turn...

I also just want to mention... that I am Starving!!! hungry.... ravished... well.. yall get the picture... did I say I was hungry?

I want a big steak and salad and baked potato... that is what I will be dreaming about tonight... if I sleep at all.

I will post in a few days ..when I am coherent..lol